Tuesday 15 January 2013

Year of change for me

Hi everyone, I know that some of you don't know what exactly happened and thought that I'm a christian. In fact, before that I'm a free-thinker. Until this beginning of year, I decided to accept Christ. Because somehow I don't know the reason, I feel so stress, so busy and so lost after I came back to KL last month. The burden that I carry on keep increasing. And, everytime I go for youth and Sunday Workship, I can able to put aside all the stuff I busy on, I feel the peace and the warmth.

Of course, after I made this decision, there are some problems (family problem) I facing now. My dad thought that baptism is the first step for accept Christ and he worry that I made wrong choice. He does not against my decision, but he don't want me to accept Christ now. He also said that I'm still immature and want me to think about it after I graduated from my degree and start to work in the society. But, Pastor and some others told me that once I have made this decision, don't give up for it; follow my heart and what I'm think. Now, I still facing this problem. I think that it will be better that I talk to my parents more about the christianity and I have not make the wrong choice, when I get back my hometown next month.

Thank you for Pastor Jeffrey and Auntie Jaecie who spent their time and the phone's credit to care about my situation. Thank you for giving so much advices and guide me.Thank you for carrying out sinner's prayer for me.

Thank you for Wesley for come on the right timing, just after I made up my mind. Thank you for your guidance and telling me so much about christianity. Also, thank you for accompany me to study bible during the quiet time for the few days, before you leave.

Thank you for Abigail for being a good listener, although I know that sometimes I very wordy. Thank you for coming to find me to give some advices for me. And, thank you for borrow your bible to me.

Thank you for Miss Mabel for spending her time to chat with me. Thank you for her advices too, although some advices quite cute and funny.

Thank you for Susana for your advices too. Although is late for me to update to you, your message guide me alot.

The one that I won't forget, because he is the one who bring me to church, the one who fetch me to church now, and the one who also guide me. Isaac, thank you so much ! ! !

For other I didn't mention, please don't be upset. All of you are very important too. Thank you for the advices. Thank you for 'colouring' my weekends. Thank you for rejoice for me.

(P/S: sorry for my poor English and grammar mistakes)