2014,
A year full of new challenges,
Also a year full a new hope.
A wrong step that I chose,
I make someone cry,
I make someone suffer,
and I can't do anything,
I can't be too kind.
Being kind to you is being cruel to myself.
Father treat me good.
He wants me to make my own decision.
He sends someone to me when I almost get depressed.
He never let me go, never forget me.
During my recovery period,
I realize that I have hurts alot of my friends.
By that time,
I also realize who always support me.
Thank you, my dearest friends.
Also,
There is someone else.
She always support me,
spiritually, mentally, emotionally, physically.
She always listen to everything I speak to her,
although so busy she is.
She care of me, cheer me up,
wants me to be live more happily and positively.
I hurts someone,
but I have think wisely,
I do not want to hurt someone I care anymore.
May be is wrong timing,
But,
I feel touched when you can wait for me,
I feel loved when I confirmed that the feeling between us,
I feel happy when I know there's someone else who care of me.
Thank you for your patient,
Thank you for your support.
你开心，我就开心；
你难过，我也不好受；
你任性，我迁就你；
你疯疯癫癫，我陪你一起癫；
你压力大，我可帮你舒解；
你烦恼，我可成你的聆听者；
你累，我可借你我的手臂。
I will appreciate everything I have now.
Father, family, future, friends, and YOU.
Sunday, 13 April 2014
Monday, 8 July 2013
Empowering Leaders Through One Fellowship
This is a 3D2N camp which located in Excel Training and Country Resort, Broga. Well, there has no line connection at that area. But, there is full of natural environment which I like much. Before the camp, I always have negative thinking for this trip. But, I pray for myself, my friends and others who joining this camp as well.
I was assigned into group ORCS, which I only know Sharvind in the group. But, within these 3 days, we worked together, enjoyed together, suffered together, shared our idea together, take care each other and most importantly, we be ourselves and din't lie to others.
I have something to speak for each of you.
Firstly, this is for Sharvind. You know me early than others in the group, and I was glad to team with you in this camp. When we voted you to be our group leader, you din't complain and make any nonsense. You accepted it and faced it. Sometimes you quite slow and late for the gathering, but you care for other groupmates. You carried your roles well and you are a responsible leader. Work hard for it, you will become a good leader in the future :-)
Secondly, Cyndee, you are our leader for 'idea pitching'. Actually, I din't notice any weakness from you. You shared your opinion and accepted others' ideas. You assigned us to work our part based on our talent and work in a team. Also, during The Quest, you din't complain at all to those nasty foods. You are wise, patience, good listener, brave, and smart. I trust you that someday you will be a great leader.
Thirdly, Zul, I like your name (please don't ask me the reason because I also do not know the explanation). You have poor in physical activities, as you told me that you don't want to play captainball. But, at last you tried and u did well during the match. Not only captainball, but I know that u also have tried alot and tried your best during these 3 days. You are brave, have the heart to try anything, kind, and creative too. I saw your drawing and it was AWESOME ! !
Phei Yee, you are the next. As our group faci said, you are the most quiet in our group. I also noticed about that. But, at least you shared during our discussion. During The Quest, I think you are the best in our team, as you din't complain for the nasty food, you listened and accepted everything we asked you to do. You are brave, patience, and a good observer too. Thank you for your advice during the reflection period at the second night.
Next is Salameh. Yup, the only international friend in our group. I know that you have alot of phobia. Sometimes, you might over-reacting and complain others. But, in the end u tried your best to face it too. Salute you ! ! Here's some of my advice. To be a wise leader, try to face your phobia, control your temper and accept any challenges you faced. I trust you can do it.
Yoges, you are the last. You might be the weakest in our group, as you always last person to reach the gathering spot. But, you know your weakness and you accepted the advice we gave. You are kind-hearted and nice to us.
Next,
I want to apologize to all of you for the troubles I caused to you all. As what Phei Yee said during the camp fire, may be some of you din't notice it but is true that what she said. I was over-reacting and I admit it. That was my weakness. And also, due to my injury, I caused alot of troubles to all of you. It is because of my injury, or else we might not be the last team to finished.
Anyway, thank you so much for the memories. We might not the best team, but we make our team perfect ! ! ! Keep in touch ! ! !
Remember our oaths:
Obey the rules
Ready to accept all the challenges
Commit for what we said
Survive until the end
I was assigned into group ORCS, which I only know Sharvind in the group. But, within these 3 days, we worked together, enjoyed together, suffered together, shared our idea together, take care each other and most importantly, we be ourselves and din't lie to others.
I have something to speak for each of you.
Firstly, this is for Sharvind. You know me early than others in the group, and I was glad to team with you in this camp. When we voted you to be our group leader, you din't complain and make any nonsense. You accepted it and faced it. Sometimes you quite slow and late for the gathering, but you care for other groupmates. You carried your roles well and you are a responsible leader. Work hard for it, you will become a good leader in the future :-)
Secondly, Cyndee, you are our leader for 'idea pitching'. Actually, I din't notice any weakness from you. You shared your opinion and accepted others' ideas. You assigned us to work our part based on our talent and work in a team. Also, during The Quest, you din't complain at all to those nasty foods. You are wise, patience, good listener, brave, and smart. I trust you that someday you will be a great leader.
Thirdly, Zul, I like your name (please don't ask me the reason because I also do not know the explanation). You have poor in physical activities, as you told me that you don't want to play captainball. But, at last you tried and u did well during the match. Not only captainball, but I know that u also have tried alot and tried your best during these 3 days. You are brave, have the heart to try anything, kind, and creative too. I saw your drawing and it was AWESOME ! !
Phei Yee, you are the next. As our group faci said, you are the most quiet in our group. I also noticed about that. But, at least you shared during our discussion. During The Quest, I think you are the best in our team, as you din't complain for the nasty food, you listened and accepted everything we asked you to do. You are brave, patience, and a good observer too. Thank you for your advice during the reflection period at the second night.
Next is Salameh. Yup, the only international friend in our group. I know that you have alot of phobia. Sometimes, you might over-reacting and complain others. But, in the end u tried your best to face it too. Salute you ! ! Here's some of my advice. To be a wise leader, try to face your phobia, control your temper and accept any challenges you faced. I trust you can do it.
Yoges, you are the last. You might be the weakest in our group, as you always last person to reach the gathering spot. But, you know your weakness and you accepted the advice we gave. You are kind-hearted and nice to us.
Next,
I want to apologize to all of you for the troubles I caused to you all. As what Phei Yee said during the camp fire, may be some of you din't notice it but is true that what she said. I was over-reacting and I admit it. That was my weakness. And also, due to my injury, I caused alot of troubles to all of you. It is because of my injury, or else we might not be the last team to finished.
Anyway, thank you so much for the memories. We might not the best team, but we make our team perfect ! ! ! Keep in touch ! ! !
Remember our oaths:
Obey the rules
Ready to accept all the challenges
Commit for what we said
Survive until the end
ORCS, together we kill ! ! ! ARRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! ! !
Sunday, 10 March 2013
S-I-C-K
How long do you live in this world??
Did you ever spend some of your time to think of this world??
Think of this society??
Think of human behaviour??
Honestly, I sick of living in this world for so long period,
sick of facing this hypocritical society,
sick of everything that human did.
Sometimes, you help people when they get into problems;
but when you need help, those 'people' never lend a hand to you.
Sometimes, you treat people well;
but those 'people' never appreciate you.
Sometimes, you comfort people who feel down;
but when you not feeling well, those 'people' never ever care about your situation.
Conclude, no matter how you treat people, does not mean those 'people' treat you equally.
This society is ugly and corrupted;
Human are selfish and smart,
smart in using people,
smart in controlling people,
and when you are not valuable anymore,
you will be kicked out by 'them'.
Why, human cant just behave more mature??
Why, human cant treat everyone equally??
Why, human cant just put away their ego??
Thanks for this society and those 'people' creating this quote
'hopeless, helpless, lifeless'
Whose fault??
Who need to feel guilty??
Who need to change??
Think yourself ! ! !
Isit True??
Isit Help??
Isit Inspiring??
Isit Necessary??
Isit Kind??
Did you ever spend some of your time to think of this world??
Think of this society??
Think of human behaviour??
Honestly, I sick of living in this world for so long period,
sick of facing this hypocritical society,
sick of everything that human did.
Sometimes, you help people when they get into problems;
but when you need help, those 'people' never lend a hand to you.
Sometimes, you treat people well;
but those 'people' never appreciate you.
Sometimes, you comfort people who feel down;
but when you not feeling well, those 'people' never ever care about your situation.
Conclude, no matter how you treat people, does not mean those 'people' treat you equally.
This society is ugly and corrupted;
Human are selfish and smart,
smart in using people,
smart in controlling people,
and when you are not valuable anymore,
you will be kicked out by 'them'.
Why, human cant just behave more mature??
Why, human cant treat everyone equally??
Why, human cant just put away their ego??
Thanks for this society and those 'people' creating this quote
'hopeless, helpless, lifeless'
Whose fault??
Who need to feel guilty??
Who need to change??
Think yourself ! ! !
Isit True??
Isit Help??
Isit Inspiring??
Isit Necessary??
Isit Kind??
Tuesday, 19 February 2013
Wealth & Happiness
Since young, we always heard a fairy tales about the Genie from aladdin's lamp can realize 3 wishes made by human who rub the lamp.
If a Genie really appear in front of u, but does not ask for 3 wishes from u. He ask to choose either wealth or happiness and He will bless you more for the choice u made. Which will u choose? Will you choose wealth? Or happiness? (Yea, is happiness, not health)
Is it hard for you to made the decision? Everyone can be happy. Everyone have enough money to survive in this world. But, between these two, which do you want more? Which you prefer to blessed for more?
In this reality world, majority of people will pick wealth. They think that can get happy easily, because it's free. But, have you ever think of if you become a millionaire, or even a billionaire, will you still be close with your family, your friends? Will you share your 'wealth' to others who need it more? Will you still be the same you?
You might changed, from socialise to anti-social, from trusting to suspect, from humble to arrogant. You are not you anymore. You might hurts your family, hurts your friends. And, the wound might not be healed anymore. Your family and friends might leave you, anti you, boycott you. Your 'world' will become smaller and smaller. It might end up with alone-of-you.
So, think twice about it. Wealth is not everything, it only fulfill your life while u still alive. But, after you died, you can't bring your wealth be with you. If you choose happiness, your joyful will spread around of you, creating wonderful memories for your family and friends. It is not tangible, but it does exist. After u died, you die with joyfulness, leaving awesome memories for your 'world', even your family and friends' 'world'.
"Wealth is just temporary joy, but happiness is long lasting memories"
If a Genie really appear in front of u, but does not ask for 3 wishes from u. He ask to choose either wealth or happiness and He will bless you more for the choice u made. Which will u choose? Will you choose wealth? Or happiness? (Yea, is happiness, not health)
Is it hard for you to made the decision? Everyone can be happy. Everyone have enough money to survive in this world. But, between these two, which do you want more? Which you prefer to blessed for more?
In this reality world, majority of people will pick wealth. They think that can get happy easily, because it's free. But, have you ever think of if you become a millionaire, or even a billionaire, will you still be close with your family, your friends? Will you share your 'wealth' to others who need it more? Will you still be the same you?
You might changed, from socialise to anti-social, from trusting to suspect, from humble to arrogant. You are not you anymore. You might hurts your family, hurts your friends. And, the wound might not be healed anymore. Your family and friends might leave you, anti you, boycott you. Your 'world' will become smaller and smaller. It might end up with alone-of-you.
So, think twice about it. Wealth is not everything, it only fulfill your life while u still alive. But, after you died, you can't bring your wealth be with you. If you choose happiness, your joyful will spread around of you, creating wonderful memories for your family and friends. It is not tangible, but it does exist. After u died, you die with joyfulness, leaving awesome memories for your 'world', even your family and friends' 'world'.
"Wealth is just temporary joy, but happiness is long lasting memories"
Sunday, 17 February 2013
Words after Dubai Trip
Alot of friends, auntie, uncle and others asked me about my trip..So, now I share it here.
Firstly, let begin with story of United Arab Emirates. The UAE is a federation of seven emirates, each governed by a hereditary emir. The emirs choose one of their members to be the president of the federation. The constituent emirates are Abu Dhabi, Ajman, Dubai, Fajairah, Ras al-Khaimah, Sharjah, and Umm al-Quwain. The capital is Abu Dhabi. Islam is the official religion of UAE and Arabic is the official language.
Dubai and Abu Dhabi are the emirates I stayed for 6D5N.
Let's talk about the money exchange rate. Basically, in Dubai and Abu Dhabi, there are two type of currency they used: USD and AED. Due to the flexibility changes of money exchange rate, so you have to search it yourself.
Then how about my trip. Of course I will share it now. This trip is 6D5N and there are total of 38 people included the tour guide. And, I go for the trip with my family. All of us are taking Emirates Airplane to the Dubai International Airport. The journey on the flight last 7 hours long and I hate it :-( How about the time difference? Yea, Malaysia is 4 hours early than Dubai. So I live for 28 hours on the first day and live for 20 hours on the last day. If u can't get it, then just ignore it.
For the whole trip, I gained alot of new experiences. Half of a day spending in desert, dinner in desert's camp, ride camel, wear Arab clothes, experience the ultimate state-of-the-art racing simulators, watch 4D show with speed effect, have a day spending in Atlantis the Palm Resort, view from 124th floor in Burj Khalifa, watch real penguin show, experience in Ski Dubai and have a look at the indoor ski, watch the largest fountain musical show................
For sure, I learned alot too. I learned to open my mind, learned other countries' lifestyle, learned to be more responsible and disciplines, learned to be more appreciate for what I have now. But, the only lesson I failed is learned to be more patience.
There are some photos that I likey in my album.
Before I end it, thank you Father for keep my family and me safe along the journey. Thank you Father for keep us healthy, protect us from being attacked by harmful bacteria and virus. Thank you Father for giving me so much of experiences.
Thank you my parents for picking the right timing and choosing the right place and tour. Thank you for giving me such a wonderful memories. Thank you for provide everything I need it.
Thank you my classmates for helping me to sign my attendances when I'm not around in Malaysia. Thank you for record everything happened in the classes for me.
Thank you for the tour guide, Mr Daniel Loo and Mr Vinod, for being so responsible and patience. Thank you for follow the schedules according the time and successful the tour. Thank you for everything they provided for us.
THANK YOU SO MUCH ! ! ! 谢谢 ! ! !
Arigato ! ! ! Gamsahabnida ! ! !
Firstly, let begin with story of United Arab Emirates. The UAE is a federation of seven emirates, each governed by a hereditary emir. The emirs choose one of their members to be the president of the federation. The constituent emirates are Abu Dhabi, Ajman, Dubai, Fajairah, Ras al-Khaimah, Sharjah, and Umm al-Quwain. The capital is Abu Dhabi. Islam is the official religion of UAE and Arabic is the official language.
Dubai and Abu Dhabi are the emirates I stayed for 6D5N.
Let's talk about the money exchange rate. Basically, in Dubai and Abu Dhabi, there are two type of currency they used: USD and AED. Due to the flexibility changes of money exchange rate, so you have to search it yourself.
Then how about my trip. Of course I will share it now. This trip is 6D5N and there are total of 38 people included the tour guide. And, I go for the trip with my family. All of us are taking Emirates Airplane to the Dubai International Airport. The journey on the flight last 7 hours long and I hate it :-( How about the time difference? Yea, Malaysia is 4 hours early than Dubai. So I live for 28 hours on the first day and live for 20 hours on the last day. If u can't get it, then just ignore it.
For the whole trip, I gained alot of new experiences. Half of a day spending in desert, dinner in desert's camp, ride camel, wear Arab clothes, experience the ultimate state-of-the-art racing simulators, watch 4D show with speed effect, have a day spending in Atlantis the Palm Resort, view from 124th floor in Burj Khalifa, watch real penguin show, experience in Ski Dubai and have a look at the indoor ski, watch the largest fountain musical show................
For sure, I learned alot too. I learned to open my mind, learned other countries' lifestyle, learned to be more responsible and disciplines, learned to be more appreciate for what I have now. But, the only lesson I failed is learned to be more patience.
There are some photos that I likey in my album.
Desert Safari
When so many 'fluffy' above the Palm
Atlantis the Palm Resort
Lobby of Atlantis the Palm Resort
Night view of Atlantis the Palm Resort
Theme park design of Ferrari World
Burj Khalifa
Night view of Burj Khalifa
Thank you my parents for picking the right timing and choosing the right place and tour. Thank you for giving me such a wonderful memories. Thank you for provide everything I need it.
Thank you my classmates for helping me to sign my attendances when I'm not around in Malaysia. Thank you for record everything happened in the classes for me.
Thank you for the tour guide, Mr Daniel Loo and Mr Vinod, for being so responsible and patience. Thank you for follow the schedules according the time and successful the tour. Thank you for everything they provided for us.
THANK YOU SO MUCH ! ! ! 谢谢 ! ! !
Arigato ! ! ! Gamsahabnida ! ! !
Dubai Trip - Day 4
Hey hey ! ! !
In the early morning, after breakfast, we have to check out the hotel u stayed last night, Atlantis the Palm Resort. We were brought to Burj Khalifa to enjoy the scenery of Dubai on 124th floor.
After that, we went to Mall of Emirates which just located nearby Auris Plaza Hotel to have our lunch. Followed by visiting the Snow Park in Ski Dubai.
Around 6pm, we were heading back to Dubai Fountains in front of Dubai Mall to watch the largest fountain show.
We were brought back to Auris Plaza Hotel after our own dinner in Dubai Mall. But we bought some cheese cakes from cheesecake factory and went back the hotel to eat.
On the next day, after our breakfast in the hotel, we departed to Dubai International Airport to board flight back to Malaysia.
For sure, there still got some random photos I captured on the last day of Dubai trip.
THE END
In the early morning, after breakfast, we have to check out the hotel u stayed last night, Atlantis the Palm Resort. We were brought to Burj Khalifa to enjoy the scenery of Dubai on 124th floor.
Breakfast ^^
Breakfast ^^
Green apple juice and Mango juice
Mango Yogurt :-)
Dubai Mall
Can u see the highest point of that tower??
From the earth to the sky
From vision to reality
The lift that bring u up to 124th floor within less than 20seconds
After that, we went to Mall of Emirates which just located nearby Auris Plaza Hotel to have our lunch. Followed by visiting the Snow Park in Ski Dubai.
Penguins O.O
Ice dragon ! ! !
Around 6pm, we were heading back to Dubai Fountains in front of Dubai Mall to watch the largest fountain show.
Night view
Night view
Everyone, get ur video-camera for the musical fountain ^^
We were brought back to Auris Plaza Hotel after our own dinner in Dubai Mall. But we bought some cheese cakes from cheesecake factory and went back the hotel to eat.
My dinner..looked like shit, but taste very nice
My dad ate some of it before I captured it :-(
On the next day, after our breakfast in the hotel, we departed to Dubai International Airport to board flight back to Malaysia.
Last meal in Dubai :-(
Meal on the plane
sandwich and muffin ^^
For sure, there still got some random photos I captured on the last day of Dubai trip.
Have a break, have a coffee
Black and red matches
Candy candy ^^
THE END
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